coming back !!!!

a new year has begun... 2010.. a year that taught me a lot of things... everything.... about love... friendship.... life... it really pull me down.. deep down.. until i cannot look up to find something that can make me stand again... i thought there was no more hope for me ... i look back.... no one.. i was alone to go through the test...

i cried... and cried... calling.. shouting if anyone out there would have listen to me... none... it took me quite sum time to realize... that in this world... selfishness is the main disease that turn every one cold hearted.. !!!!

the only hope i have... my believe... yes... Allah is testing me... and at the same time He wont let me jz like this... He is making me strong and at the same time to remind me about Him..... i will never ever forget about Him....

Alhamdulillah... i was able to wake up and stand up .... a bit by bit.... with the love from my beloved family... my sis that will alwaiz be by my side... and i never expect.. sum1 that i lost.. is slowly coming back to me...without me realizing... thank you Allah.... open his heart for You... and open my mom and dad heart to accept him and bless us....

2011... i will stand up again.. and have back myself that i lost for the past 1 year !!!! there are still a lot of incomplete task i need to settle.....

God... please give me strength to go through it and succeed..

Insyaallah.....