coming back !!!!

a new year has begun... 2010.. a year that taught me a lot of things... everything.... about love... friendship.... life... it really pull me down.. deep down.. until i cannot look up to find something that can make me stand again... i thought there was no more hope for me ... i look back.... no one.. i was alone to go through the test...

i cried... and cried... calling.. shouting if anyone out there would have listen to me... none... it took me quite sum time to realize... that in this world... selfishness is the main disease that turn every one cold hearted.. !!!!

the only hope i have... my believe... yes... Allah is testing me... and at the same time He wont let me jz like this... He is making me strong and at the same time to remind me about Him..... i will never ever forget about Him....

Alhamdulillah... i was able to wake up and stand up .... a bit by bit.... with the love from my beloved family... my sis that will alwaiz be by my side... and i never expect.. sum1 that i lost.. is slowly coming back to me...without me realizing... thank you Allah.... open his heart for You... and open my mom and dad heart to accept him and bless us....

2011... i will stand up again.. and have back myself that i lost for the past 1 year !!!! there are still a lot of incomplete task i need to settle.....

God... please give me strength to go through it and succeed..

Insyaallah.....

You never know what you have until its gone

hmm.. i am listening to ne-yo ost for the frog and the princess.. 'never knew i needed'... m just wondering ...does love always happen like dat.. they will never realize they needed.. it complies on both gender.. hmm... taking the partner for granted.. as for in dat movie it was still not too late for tania to realize that she love prince naveen.. and same goes to prince naveen...but in real life.. will there be any chances for them to realize what is actually they needed ??? and in the end.. when they realize.. it is already too late... and end up.. blaming the partner for leaving them.. without realizing that they forgotten the most important recipe in a relationship..'CARE'..... i have seen it a lot ... happen to my fwenss.. and even the closest person in my life... hmm... but is there any way to make them realize ??? is it as as simple as telling them 'WAKE UP '... i dunno... as i am too.. still looking the right way to make 'U' realize.....  

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing, oh yeah

For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh, yeah yeah, ooh, yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear, I need you here always

My accidental happily
(Ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me
(With your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
(When you were here)
You the best thing I never knew I needed
(That I needed)
So now it's so clear, I need you here always
(Now it's so clear)

Who knew that I could be
(Who knew that I could be)
So unexpectedly
(So unexpectedly)
Undeniably happier
Sitting with you right here, right here next to me
Girl, you're the best

cinta terakhir..

Kau cinta pertamaku
Kau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa
Menafikan kasih kita

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Korus
Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Ulang korus

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-3GL-u9O7g&NR=1

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